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« Reply #20 on: June 09, 2020, 04:16:50 AM »
I hope you are using Good ear protection. From your description, you weren't using it . . how to load a single shot .22 . . a bit of yard work involving tree pruning and mowing. she said: "You got what you asked for; you want to be a woman." Well, yes I did and do; but, I don't have to like losing strength. Where is this going . . pie hole with chocolate Bon Bons."[/b][/i]

        I've read somewhere that it's E therapy that keeps us 'older' wanna-be girls 'younger longer' I'd be lucky to make 80, despite attaining my goal of quitting smoking every night when I go to sleep! Grandmother was 99 when decided had enough but still feel am in much better shape healthwise than a lot of people less than half my age.

       Bad habits do NOT help! Thing is haven't been in a decent relationship in over 20years and sometimes think THAT's what is still driving my transition don't just wanna "be a woman" but, rather, desirable one as well? (and, sorry, ex-spouse doesn't count told her I CHOPPED IT OFF years ago!) Elisabeth and I can always DREAM! Am hoping Dr Powers can help @zirconia says waitlist is long, perhaps should signup now, am still waiting on inhouse delivery which was ordered Apr 25th, turn 65 this Feb otherwise . .
Have bi-monthy "therapist group" tonight will ask Erin what
I need to do to get started with Dr Powers.

      Been doing lots of yardwork 'round house as well! Is there a proper way to prune larger branches? Have many trees down already with much electric chainsawing and hydraulic log splitting to do but daughter keeps me busy with babysitting, beach weekends (Panama City Beach) and hiking on Georgia trails instead. Did I mention also have a 16'X20" inlaw apartment in the works? Find I BLEED very easily with the slightest skin scrape, dislike working on cars for that very reason, the driveway looks like a used car lot with nothing moving!

      Think Cory might have emptied that 9mm in my ear on purpose, had just reset targets from shooting 12 guage which is nothing compared to that gun for sure. I see "mentions" work is that new? lol Upon returning from last hunting trip with my father we had stopped for gas and he was confused, frustrated couldn't figure out how gas pump worked . . after flying 747 jets his entire life?

Know that I am soo weird and emotionally immature! Been wearing a new one-piece swim-suit 'round house last two days (that daughter otherwise won't let me have at the beach need help to tie strings around the back) and a matching cute tennis skirt that 'ave yet to get to Y with new tennis racket we're BOTH still "in the closet"?

FT offers free CT scans and consultations to those who can make it to Marbella, and does weekly Skype consultations for those who can't.
Could they pick a more remote location? We live in a very surreal world these days you've got people being PAID to protest and riot in the streets but otherwise cannot go anywhere international, airlines still have limited service and restrictions. Madrid is 600km away and that's after getting there via Amsterdam?

Cannot image FT is very busy right now . .

It is Georgia Republican primaries today and have filled out another of Trump's Congressional District Surveys. Get them ALL THE TIME . .




Felix Conrad runs "Novagirl", gotta luv some of his advertising!
What is trans-scepticism?
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Trans-scepticism is the natural reaction of anybody with half a brain to the incoherence and dogma of contemporary transgender theory.
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« Reply #21 on: June 09, 2020, 09:41:04 PM »





Felix Conrad runs "Novagirl", gotta luv some of his advertising!

Holy curveballs Batgirl
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Hope she gets paid.

Properly attired tennis sounds fun.  I've never played.  Are you good?


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« Reply #22 on: June 10, 2020, 06:51:46 AM »
Holy curveballs Batgirl
 :o 
Hope she gets paid.

       ;D :) ;) lol Yes, surely they do but, of course, I think one needs to go through some "sissyfication" training first? As a member and subscriber do I need to share some of my pornhub links with you? I enjoy Felix Conrad's site, think a lot of his views are spot-on and, if I wasn't such "a family girl", would probably be more of a Blancardian fetishist as well! Am in "denial" simply don't "get" gay or lesbian at all . .

Just like "Black Lives Matter" is somehow my fault?

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To conclude… a trans-sceptic is not necessarily transphobic, which means that Amanda Jette Knox’s comments on the subject are not correct. Trans-sceptisim is not transphobia repackaged…but a healthy slice of criticism directed at the tenets of contemporary transgender theory.
       To each their own! What is "a woman" if no "men"? "Asexuality" is a sham think the two are tightly interconnected. Felix also regularly posts at CDL which is primarily a "dream on", crossdressing site only?

       





lol Ever watch the Netflix show "Into The BADLANDS"?)

America This Is Your Chance . . . 'cause there we will go! (a bit "over-the-top" don't ya's think one does not give in to terrorist intimidation at all?)




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« Reply #23 on: June 10, 2020, 08:03:07 AM »
Training necessary.  Trust is a problem.

I have political views and opinions on different issues.  Alternately blue and red, rather than purple.  It's enough variance that it's a problem for me and have not registered under my new name yet.  Prior to that I was very consistent voting.  But fluctuated my selected parties even on candidates on  the same ballot.   Many people are like this.  It's not necessarily limp or waffling if someone doesn't run with a mob when being manipulated to do so.

No FB Netflix or tv.  Have kept blinders on for a long time.  Check the main news feeds and a couple rabbit holes.
Foolishly trying to keep myself sane. Didn't even have data on my phone until last fall.

Interested towards therapist group.  Sent you my email.  Thanks.
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« Reply #24 on: June 11, 2020, 03:39:13 AM »
Blockers can reduce the dysphoria/drive to the point that some people think they are "cured".

Dena you make a great point.
     It reminds me of the APA's and WPATH's differing definitions of "dysphoria": one being simply an "aversion" to everything "male" (or as birthed) and WPATH's being "a discrepancy", recognizing the great contrast(s) between two "binarys". One merely "suppresses" progress whereas "E" can give an entirely new outlook on all that is otherwise "other".
    I stopped Casodex years ago and now that I've also run out of "E" just yesterday (thx Customs/post office!) I do NOT expect killed off "T" to ever come back with a vengence again . .

 . . but am very UNHAPPY it's the first time in 14 years I've done WITHOUT!
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« Reply #25 on: June 18, 2020, 02:18:40 AM »
My mother and father are driving up to visit me today.

Wow @Maddie 30 years is a long time! Let us know hope all goes well.

    Been away since Sunday. Destin Beach Florida with kids & 3 grands (7 of us) was busy with crowds but great and very hot am exhausted tan/burned from two full days at the beach.

    Yesterday morning was Boogies Glass Bottom Boat Dolphin Cruise then, on 5 hour drive home, we stopped at PONCE DE LEON SPRINGS for more swim a popular dive spot with many underwater caves.

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« Reply #26 on: July 15, 2020, 04:27:19 AM »
. . did you get my last message about University of Alabama?

The University of Alabama clinic will be soon open and doing PPTV. . a mother-in-law cottage on your property?  DIY?

         @Maddie I did! (≧◡≦) Z's Russian website is quite inscrutable! Sorry, yes, have been very busy of late not to mention TIRED and full of body aches. If I have COVID at least not dead yet, too lazy to get tested, my daughter (22) is moving back home soon with babies so the back-yard "ex" apt is on hold while we do a complete house makeover instead! Painting, flooring, bathroom/kitchen cabinets etc etc . .
*sigh* there's also cars to fix, boat, solar A/C,
lawn . . the list is growing not getting shorter!

        I turn 65 eligible for Medicare in Feb so first step will be getting on Dr Powers waitlist in Michigan for a proper "E" script been "SA" so long am starting to think a "cross-dresser" only?

Have'nt had a decent sexual relationship
in almost 20 years.

       Am unsure if would even qualify for a "GID" diagnosis in the sense that never experienced a major "distress or disability" manifested "as depression or inability to work and form healthy relationships with others?"
lol Am reaching that age where it
really doesn't matter anymore?

Why "SRS" when have been so-called "transitioning" for so long feel like "living as a woman" is almost a "fait accompli"? Am tall (6') so, if given a choice, would much prefer a younger (like face app avatar) FFS instead . .

Will write more later, moving today, must jump in shower!
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« Reply #27 on: July 15, 2020, 06:25:54 AM »
Ok thanks Kiera.

I've asked you several times not to respond to my private messages on public thread.  So I will not send you any more.
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« Reply #28 on: July 15, 2020, 06:00:34 PM »
Ok thanks Kiera.

I've asked you several times not to respond to my private messages on public thread.  So I will not send you any more.

Sorry biting your head off.  Please forgive me.
Sounds like you have a lot of major work to do around the place.

Very much hope you feel better very soon and don't have the plague.

I'm on the list for Powers, hoping to get an exam consult.  In the meantime I will keep taking the HRT and move forward in my life.
Talk soon..or less soon
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Re: Blogs: Musings of a Second Type
« Reply #29 on: July 22, 2020, 12:51:32 PM »

        I turn 65 eligible for Medicare in Feb so first step will be getting on Dr Powers waitlist in Michigan for a proper "E" script been "SA" so long am starting to think a "cross-dresser" only?

Hi @Kiera,             22 July 2020

Just a short note on Medicare: Be sure to sign up at least 2 months before the month in which you turn 65. In your case it should be December 2020. Make sure you opt for part A, B, and D. Failure to do so at the beginning most likely will subject you to heavy penalties should you decide to at a later date.

Everyone gets Part A; Part B and D are optional. Failure to select both will subject you to heavy premium penalties should you decide you need/want them at a later date. The penalty payment continues for every month until you are planted in the garden. Do Not Bypass Parts B and D!!!

Part C is Advantage Plans. Some like them and some don't. I had one early on and it was good. Then the doctors and hospitals here in Texas quit taking them, so I went back to straight Medicare and bought a Medigap Policy to cover the 20% Medicare doesn't. Mine covers more being a Plan J, which is no longer available to new subscribers. I'm grand-mothered  in, but, if I leave the company I'm with, the best that I can hope to get is a plan H. I'll stick with what I have.

I hope all my info is correct. Your best bet is to start reading up on what you need to do and what your options are. Medicare has a Website that will explain it all. Do this early so You don't make any mistakes doing it in a rush.

Take care amiga.

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« Reply #30 on: August 10, 2020, 12:00:57 PM »
Just a short note on Medicare: Be sure to sign up at least 2 months before . . .

Thanks @Christine will do!

Just discovered that former employer Delta offers "ITDR" so maybe there's hope for me yet:

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         Otherwise have been 'testing', working on my own (faulty) website (which is even QUIETER than here) and have redirected my personal Journal to ->

"Social Groups" here
Am quite 'ok', used to just talking to self,
'aven't gone nutso yet (I think?)!
 


Recieved 3(three) "Trump/Pence" bumper stickers this weekend . . .
One my son gave me and two that came quick in the mail after a "contribution". Funny but, just like in 2016 with "Hillary", I've yet to see a pro-democrat sticker suspect they're FEARFUL of being targeted . . especially 'round here no doubt!
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« Reply #31 on: August 10, 2020, 04:43:41 PM »
Hey Kiera!
Can i register at this one with a phone?
That's what kept me from the other place
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« Reply #32 on: August 10, 2020, 06:25:36 PM »
That's what kept me from the other place

@Maddie,
      It's old code, Vb 3.8 dating back to 2006. Am unsure as to how "phone friendly" it would be the same "place" just new url and hidden, embedded within.

Daughter and I were tested Friday for COVID she is 'positive' and I am NOT! Am testing again tomorrow AM . .
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« Reply #33 on: August 11, 2020, 12:24:24 PM »
Good luck testing again.
I'm hearing more and more from people who had covid and say it wasn't too bad.
Hope that it's this way for your daughter

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« Reply #34 on: August 16, 2020, 04:49:13 AM »
Good luck testing again.
        Got result back Friday the 14th again I am NEGATIVE and, hopefully, daughter is just not that contagious!
        Seems my forum must also have the China Virus. Was completely down last few days (blank white screen) apparently I overwrote an init file with something else I was working on and just discovered the error this morning. Am correcting php warning notices by manually updating 3.8.2 code from version 3.8.12 . . .
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« Reply #35 on: August 16, 2020, 03:02:57 PM »
Computing....

Negative = Good

Relieved for you Kiera. 
Maybe you are immune
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« Reply #36 on: August 17, 2020, 03:58:18 AM »
Maybe you are immune

      lol I suspect it's the nicotine, which is poison, and of course caffeine but they'd never tell us that . . Is there such a thing as a 'liberal virus"?

We all 'ave to DIE DIE DIE from something!

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« Reply #37 on: August 17, 2020, 05:29:25 PM »
Permanently banned from your own forum for unspecified reason..??

Kiera you are trouble maker.

At least here the people just ban themselves.  apparently.
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« Reply #38 on: August 17, 2020, 11:35:23 PM »
Hi @Kiera, @Maddie,                   17 August 2020

No, we try not to ban folks, just try to work things out. Hopefully it does.

Just read my blog and see what I've been up to. Hopefully it was a minor bump in the road.

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